Sunday, 9 June 2013

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Tu es mon meilleur ami. Je suis désolé si je me suis trompé, je suis désolé, je vous ai blessé. Mais c'est tout ce que je fais parce que j'ai peur de perdre des amis comme vous. Jusqu'à ce que chaque fois que tu es mon meilleur ami, mon meilleur ami. Rien ne peut nous séparer, si quoi que ce soit, sauf la mort. Je t'aime!

Lucky - Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard


I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh


They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

this is favorite song because there is one of story between me and my best friend :)

WHY ALWAYS ME?

Why always me?
That quote always thought about if I were minded to anything negative. There may be a sense of disappointment that cause I minded that way.
I do not know. May be true that I was disappointed in your attitude and your personality. Fair or not? If not excessively so perfectly natural.
Once you think so?
Please, try to be sensitive ith you what I think, what I Think about you? Until I thought "why always me?"
I've got a lot wrong with you? Is there something wrong with my attitude towards you? If there is I'm sorry....

Saturday, 8 June 2013

do you feel it?

Entah apa yang sekarang gue rasa. Semua ruang lingkup gue berbeda. Sejak gue SD, trus ke SMP, trus sekarang gue di SMA. Ada sedikit perbedaan disini. Gue sempat mikir "Oh gini toh sekolah dijakarta?". Once again I think "oh gini berteman dijakarta". 
Dulu.... kita membahas masalah dulu. Dulu gue punya sahabat yang ngga nanggung-nanggung 15 orang dalam 3 group *jaman dulu kan mainanya group* ini pas masa SMP loh ya. Kami bersahabat udah akut banget, kemana-mana memang selalu bareng, senasib pun kadang bareng. Jadi gue nyaman banget sama mereka, mereka nggak pernah ninggalin gue. \
Yang gue inget pas moment mau jalan kemana gitu tapi ada 2 orang yang ga ada kendaraan bermotor waktu itu, dan lo tau apa usaha kita? 
KITA NGGAK NINGGALIN DIA BERDUA DAN KITA BERUSAHA SUPAYA DIA BERDUA DAPET KENDARAAN WALAUPUN HARUS MINTA IZIN SAMA ORANGTUANYA. 
Ini tuh SOLID BANGET dan gue kangen masa-masa itu!. 
Begitu juga masalah DOI masing-masing, gue belum pernah diselingkuhin sama DOInya sahabat gue sendiri loh. Itu belom pernah terjadi di hidup gue. Entah kenapa sekarang gue ngerasain yang namanya diselingkuhin sama DOI sahabat gue sendiri di SMA. Lo tau nggak rasanya gimana(?) kadang ketika gue sedang merasakan kecemburuan gue sama sahabat gue, gue sempet ngomong dalam hati "Gue pengen balik kayak dulu, masa pas dimana gue ga pernah ngerasain yang namanya diselingkuhin sahabat sendiri". 
REMEMBER IT! kali ini ga ada rasa envy sama sekali dengan fikiran orang tentang ini "oh julpa kan ga punya gebetan" BUKAN ITU COY! gue ngerasa ya bedalah. 
Kalo gue ngeluarin unek-unek ini pasti gue gakuat nahan nangis. Nangis karna sahabat yang begitulah. Sedikit peka dong, rasa persahabatan itu kayak apa(?) persahabatan itu ga ada matinyaaaaa!. Persahabatan itu ga sekekal orang yang pacaran 1 tahun kek.. 4 tahun... 100tahun.. Tapi persahabatan itu ga ada batas waktu dan ga mengenal kata "ELO GUE END" itu semua nggak ada. 
Suka,duka,sedih,bahagia tuturkanlah semuanya jangan ada yang dipendam. Untuk apa punya sahabat, tapi suka nyembunyiin semuanya. Lu masih ga percaya sama sahabat lu sendiri(?). Apa lu malu punya sahabat kayak gue?.
Come on!! Ga gampang loh bikin suatu persahabatan apalagi mau keluar itu sulit banget, lebih sulit dari soal UN yang 20 paket! I hope you can feel it, what I feel it~